I get how you feel here. As much as I didn’t want this to happen when I walked out because I no longer loved him, a part of me did want it to happen. Letting me go made me feel like I wasn’t worth it. But in retrospect I think the opposite is true. I am worthy of being in a relationship that works for me and this is something he and I weren’t capable of having together.
Good for you for leaving. It’s hard, but new beginnings are good. Best of luck. :)